destiny awaits me;
but i'd rather the simple joys in life.


back to being a kid. that's how i would describe the
transition from life during NS to life in the university.
no responsibility to tasks that were entrusted to you,
no responsibility to your colleagues and fellow soldiers.etc
certainly, it would vary from individual to individual. from
a particular point of view, it would appear that most of us
live a more carefree life in the army. well, that's very true
to a certain extent. Hah! But enough of that.

then again, NS was like a recess of sort. a period for
introspection or renewal even before i continue my journey on
destiny's ship. another life im suppose to lead as opposed to
the one in the army. yet there's something about its
simplicity (even with "office politics", backstabbing etc.)
that appeals so much to me. though unsophisticated and naive,
life was simple and uncontrived. i guess it's just my
yearning for a simple life that's all. i have a feeling that
even fate itself would not allow me that.

well, no whinings and long-winded stories on the
forementioned subjects. in a way, it seems to me only a
formality churning out this post. a new stage of life's
journey obviously warrant at least a footnote right?


a new beginning
to the same old dream.

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