God Put A Smile On My Face


Why do I like to smile? Well, I don't. Many people just feel that
way about me. They claimed that there is always a smile on my
face. That is true in a way,however it doesnt necessarily mean that
i enjoy smiling though.


the malady that is social contact has ravaged my mind
and solitute is my only solace


The smile on my face is my talisman. It is a mask that conceals me
from society's eyes. Eyes that are biased and unkind to the recluse,
the loner that is the pariah of today's urban hives. It's a moral sin
to be depressed, to be anti-social and to be apathetic. The soldiers
of Prozac Nation are marching forth now; and getting into their
crosshairs is a rather irksome affair.

People has questioned my reason for smoking, and i never gave an
honest answer. I doubt many will understand. I smoked because
when i do so, there is no need for me to smile. And in that i find solace.


for those not in the know, im an atheist...

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