i hold my knive in still
to cut the dullness in the air
for it speaks with a heavy heart


im lost... lost for words, lost in a world alien to me. mornings appear so distant and foreign
since i enlisted in the saf. on most sunday mornings, i would unwittingly sleep through them
but not today i guess. listening to music from lionel richie, duran duran, crowded house and
the sort somehow kinda made it even worse. damn, im such a sucker for sentimental stuff.

a time to bask in the dawning light
a time to bask in morning's renewing song
a time to partake in words
a time to partake in the grace of this earth
im lost...
lost for words
lost in a world alien to me.

i need a smoke

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