Leaving Autumn

sadly now,
she stood with trepidation

allow me the crisp autumn air
with lithe leaves in its dance
allow me the soft autumn wind
weaving its dance amongst my hair
refuse me not please
a sweet send off to winter's cold

sadly now,
she stood with trepidation

let the earth don a smile in my place
wave my goodbyes for me
hark to the wind
let me pass please
i'm getting tired
do not halt now

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Song For The Moment :



Angel - Aerosmith

I'm alone yeah I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin that I do is for you
I want your love let's break the wall between us
Don't make it tough, I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough, I've suffered and I've seen the light

You're my angel come and save me tonight
You're my angel come and make it alright
You're my angel come and save me tonight

Don't know what I'm gonna do about thins feeling inside
Yes, it's true loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love, I'm nothin but a beggar
Without your love, a dog without a bone
What can I do, I'm sleepin in this bed alone

You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give when I break down and cry
Don't need no reason why
Baby, baby, baby

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one year soldier

one year has passed since my induction into this
evolution into "manhood". and how do i celebrate
it ? by doing duty in camp. i'm typing this in the middle
of nowhere, in a small room in an empty camp. this is
somewhat the first time im performing duty in this camp.
maybe it's symbolic in a way, but then again, it aint
raining. no mood to type anything much now,
will probably add in more when i'm back in civilisation.

*sighz* ... ORD LOR !!! one and a half year more to go.


maybe now the wind will calm
but that is only a hope i bear
maybe now the rain will cease
and with it the rainbow i seek

to me a dream that will pass
a life that goes away in the end
a cynic they say,
these dream chasers claim
but far they are from the ship
that carries their dreams
i'm one that follows the wind
for where the wind blows
the ship will be
for there is a ocean
between those who chase
and those who dare to dream

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Crystal Baller

the spite of all,
i knelt down in hope
do not snatch this please
my child
who would bare?
her chastity.
who would, but then
hold to regard
the world i tuck away in crystal ball.
shrouded in velvet
peer not; i attest
like eagerness bore away
my child
you would be mine no more
abscond in the world you entreat
i would find you no more.

queerness aside
you need not stand
the spite of all
i knelt down to plead
my child
let me be not the one
to kill a innocence
it's your time to go

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