an afterthought :
it rained on the 17 this month, and the day after it.
both days, somewhat signalled the begining of the
winding path ahead of me..
the rain has always held a special meaning for me
in term of events and life, it may seem supertitious
but i do believe in fate, only that's it's in a different
way that most people perceive it
wat does this blurred uncertain path mean for me?
these turmoil i'm experincing ...
do i have to overcome it? arghz, i do hate exerting
myself on something that was forced onto me in the
first place.

ahh, farked it ...
can't even think straight now, anyway

it began when it rained, how will it end then ?

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